So close...yet so far

ok so...i log on after...ages!..boom badang..bish..bash..my phone just fell...grr...7610 is mass...narasimha reddy just bought one ...aaaa..lol
anyways, so i log on after ages...and whoz this lizardking guy ?...i hate lizards. anyways i dint bother reading the blogs!
wokay, now ppl calling me up and asking why i did what i did. Damn im in trouble. Or FUN. Edo okatti!!!!( that's the only telegu line i really like !!)
-brat

Current Mood: Bad Hair Day
Current Music: Unforgiven 2 - Metallica

lol...

what do u know ?!...havent been able to log in to this stupid site since 3 months now!...

just formated my comp...and voila !

i hate computers...hate machines...hate technology...thats what i was sayin 2 dayz ago when my comp was pissin me off majorly.

Now,i cant get off it. Nor can i get enuff of my cell phone..Nor can i live without machines. Strange...things machines make u say !

Well, a lot has happnd in these 3 months... A LOT!

Spiritually things have become better. Mentally also..i think..i hope!

but well,...no point tellin any1 what happnd in last 3 months. dumb!

well, college openin in 4 dayz. :( :)......its a bag of mixed thoughts..like always.

hey btw...ppl..u shud chek out...www.astrologyzone.com.

I know i know..u prolly dont believe in all this crap. Nor did i.But holy crap...this is awesome.

ok phone call...cyaz

-brat

Current Mood: Desperate
Current Music: parineeta - kaisi paheli zindagani

He he!

Put 2 alarms for 5:50 and 5:55 in d morning. Guess wat time i wake up...11:15!!...now thats just....funny!!

So..get up at 11:15!..or wait...no..11:30 i think!

Ok..get up...go get medicine for bro since he wasnt feeling well. So went. Got medicine...came back.

Timepassed..ate lunch..tried studying...lol...wat abstract stuff man even in programming languages...have to read so carefully as if ur reading shakespeare and analyzing every word!...pain in the arse basically!

watched the hopeless match. Why does the Indian team always miss out whereas teams like aus. or ne other team always win. I think the Indian team shud give up playing cricket and shud undergo make-overs and become models and do ads. Coz they spend more time on ads than on playing!...waste fools

Then watched spy kids 3d for the 2nd time..lol..wat a dumb funny movie. Sometimes i find these middle aged kids...like 8 -14 realllllly irritating!...even i dunno y!!

Then...ate cheese toast..aaah..went got dvd..la la la...tp..

Then watched movie - "Meet the Fockers"...awesome!...hilarious! Gaylord Focker!!!....poor fellow has to live his entire life with that name!..ha ha..sad

In between and ending of da movie..somewhere got spiritually confused. Wondering about life...Love...relationships...career...family..bla bla...and still wondering.........Gimme ur views if any on any of it!...i could use some!

 

 

Current Mood: Confused
Current Music: Dum maro Dum................lol..kidding!

O holy one...O great good GOD.

Why have u put me in this dilemma?...Wasnt i good enough in short normal styled hair? Why did u make me start growing long hair. Now its like ive become obsessed wid long hair. Even though it does and doesnt suit me or my physique....i cant let go of it. I have forgotten what its like to be the old Brat!  The worst part is....No one ever gives an honest opinion of what i shud do...cut or not!?

My coin flipping technique keeps pointing out that i should not cut....but when i look at myself i think i should cut. Now if i disobey and disrespect the coin then whats the point of flipping it in the first place? I mean...in the future then the coin wont tell the truth.

So...wat then?....Cut or not cut?

Ok....I decided to cut today...then suddenly i realized that today is a holiday and the hair stylists will be closed. Ok then i thot mayb this is a sign...but then again i thot mayb not and im just creating excuses. Ok decided to cut tomm then.,...but just found out that tomm also mite be closed coz of the Shivratri hangover!

Now...is that another useless sign too?....Or are u really trying to tell me something o holy one?

I really dont mind sporting a short cut now....just dont wanna regret cutting the long hair off.
Please guide me thru this tough phase of life....i will be ever grateful. So will my hair! :)

P.s: my hair is verry long...ok not verry....but long and scattered...but sometimes looks good...sometimes not..

 

Current Mood: Bad Hair Day
Current Music: The wirey noises in my head due to my scraggy hair

Starry, starry night
Paint your palette blue and grey
Look out on a summer's day
With eyes that know the darkness in my soul
Shadows on the hills
Sketch the trees and daffodils
Catch the breeze and the winter chills
In colours on the snowy linen land

Now I understand
What you tried to say to me
And how you suffered for your sanity
And how you tried to set them free
They would not listen
They did not know how
Perhaps they'll listen now

Starry, starry night
Flaming flowers that brightly blaze
Swirling clouds and violet haze
Reflect in Vincent's eyes of china blue
Colours changing hue
Morning fields of amber grain
Weathered faces lined in pain
Are soothed beneath the artists' loving hand

Now I understand
What you tried to say to me
And how you suffered for your sanity
And how you tried to set them free
They would not listen
They did not know how
Perhaps they'll listen now

For they could not love you
But still your love was true
And when no hope was left inside
On that starry, starry night
You took your life as lovers often do
But I could have told you Vincent
This world was never meant for one as beautiful as you

Like the strangers that you've met
The ragged men in ragged clothes
The silver thorn of bloody rose
Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow

Now I think I know
What you tried to say to me
And how you suffered for your sanity
And how you tried to set them free
They would not listen
They're not listening still
Perhaps they never will...


Current Mood: Lovestruck
Current Music: Duh

Again...convention of the swanky eclectic...ok sounded cool...sounded suave...sounded not mass!

Unfortunately mass was the order of the day!

We go in...we see people trying to grab the mike to show their massness or classness or just trying to do so much work!

We sit down and then comes the intro round with all sorts of people.....from mass to mass to i wonder how mass.

We still sit down...proposal round...Why do people tell people "i accept". I mean do they really accept?...wats the point of the proposal round...in reality?...to pro'll show some1 u have a thing for them ?.right?  So if every1 accpets every1 it would turn out to be one big fat sad orgy!     Well...thats the definition of mass i guess....

Food....aaaah...what wud one do without food. It just has its own way of making things better all the time ...no matter what situation one is in.

Ok...D I S C O ...Temme one thing ppl....why do DJ's take so oooo much bhaaav. I mean the crowd they r catering to requests few songs because the crowd wud appreicate them and the DJ duznt understand.All he says is " Sorry i will not take any requests".   Ok...if hez some big shot DJ...then yeah he some sorta status he has to live upto and he wud have played those songs newayz. But i dont undertsand these wannabe DJ's..feel like putting a 10000W speaker playing mayadari maisamma up their arse !

Ok ..bla bla...bla bla....

I guess one has to be MASS to be with MASS !

Why is Hyderabad so hot and irritating. And so cold and beautiful. I know i may seem like a verry confused person ...but am not as confused as i seem to be! I just need to question myself abt certain things now n then and i usually get the answers.

P.S: Everytime u come,

        my heart takes a pounding,

        why don't u ever understand,

        why don't u ever try?

        Is it that ur confused,

        And need someone to show u the path,

        Coz if it's that..ill be glad to do myself that favour. 

 

Current Mood: Lovestruck
Current Music: Don Mc Lean - Vincent

Can we all just "get-along"?

I mean why does everyone have a problem with everything or everyone?

I mean...why cant it not be a world centered arond just one thing...MONEY

Yeah there has to be some sort of thing to differentiate ppl from each other.But the way this is shaping up.Makes me wonder in what kinda world our kids are gonna live? I mean...if we ourselves are having so much pressure from so many sides...they wud just die soon as they're born!

Wat im saying is...Don't judge ppl by their finances. Yeah...

Bye!

P.S.: It's not all about Money, Honey ( I WISH :( )

 

Current Mood: Preachy
Current Music: Lady in Red-Chris de burg

So much to write! ....

imonhere?....wat is that name?...why is he so frustated wid assignments and wat parents keep saying. I mean respect it...but..big deal...its wat U that matters...remember...NOTHING ELSE MATTERS ( Metallica....he he !)

ok now bak to some serious stuff!!

- felt the sting of the scorpio ( it dint have turbo diesel thoh...in  case u bothered to think!)

- felt the massness of the ...umm...i dunno....but the guitar playing reminded me of how unfair life can be.

- felt double mass when i did not have photos of my dashing self!! felt triple mass when gave some dumb form to some person in whose hands my fate lies!

- goin in d corridor of doom...wondering where in this world is my room :(

- "It's now or never" i read. I guess i choose for it to be NOW! But nothing happnd then...xcept some ancient modern looking scrolls taking me into a state of nostalgia!...probably i was a moghul in my last life!  ...or a petty servant fanning some jackass's arse!

- thot id feel the scorpions sting again...but sadly..or mayb not...dint feel it!

- they call it "webworld"...but i dont feel like i was in the world's web! :s

- King Koti they call it...wondering how a king could leave such a disorganized mass place without caring!...and still wondering

- Home sweet home!...

- They say study hard now...u will benefit later. Then they say...ok now u really have to study if u want a good future. Then they say...ok this is the big one...dont make a mess of ur life!.........................................................I SAY...." Timmay?"

So, the time for "NOW or Never" coming up....T2 is the runtime environment!(nice)....I wonder what happens then (no...NOW!) or mayb Never!...wateva

and so i sign off...in a sort of a daze...feeling like im in a maze...finding the path out and then realizing that it's a never ending phase.

P.S. : T610 rocks!

 

Current Mood: Thoughtful
Current Music: No music!..i mean...dont tell me everytime u guys blog u always are listening to some music on the comp!...i mean..u realy don have to show ppl u know stuff abt music!!

Name : Bharat Sood

Nickname : brat

Profession : Student

Age : 20

Sex: Male ( thought i'd crack a pervert one there..but thought.....hmm....let's give u guys some more time)

Hobbies : Listening to music...Driving...Phone!!....Fantasizing abt Cell phones ( oh there's loooots more to come)...and growing hair ( tchh tchh )

OK BYE!

Current Mood: Dumb
Current Music: Vindicated - Dashboard Confessions

Well,...well....well...
im pretty much speechless....been trying to log on to this dumb **** blog site since 2 dayz. Created 3 id's and always never got logged in. Gave it a last try...and it works!!....i guess it just proves that we need to try try try,till we succeed.
Anyways!!
Myself am the Bharat Sood...
Doin my engg. at CBIT (UNFORTUNATELY)

Phew...im finally blogging...dont believe it...the way this site was acting up...i was wondering if i wud ever make it amongst the elite (ha ha...rite!).

OK BYE!


Current Mood: Amazed
Current Music: Counting Crows - Accidentally In Love(Shrek 2)